livin' through this, just trying to kill the pain.
do | i/you | need | this ?
* ko0n.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Our Lady Peace - Are You Sad?

Your life has been so hard. It's
Dried up angels that can't keep guard
And I'm trying to reach your hand, but
I'm on fire - I never meant to
Fade...away. Wait...for me.
Oh, just stop pretending
When they say you're nothing.

Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be.
Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be.

I'm drowning inside your head, help
Me to answer, help understand, why
It's been so long since we talked
Like friends, oh please forgive
Me, i'm just a man
Who's made
Mistakes.
Wait... for me.
Just stop pretending
When they say you're nothing.

Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be.
Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be

Oh oh ohhh (x7)

Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be...


i wish i didnt feel like u are a hypocrite and u lied to me. i wanted to believe so much that u are the one perfect person in this crazy world. maybe i'm wrong, maybe i'm right. but there is nobody to apologize to is there?

Thursday, October 06, 2005

sound card's out. so no music from the com. argh, guess that's good cause it forces me to get off the com. i can't stand the com with no music. well, at least my bro's leaving for army tmr, and leaving the iPod mini with me. :))

i don't want to end up not being able to go for uni. but i'm not working hard enough. a little late, but it adds to the urgency.

crumble and fall, or fight and stand tall?


very tired lately. need to get earlier nights. excuse me for my bad behaviour, coz i'm usually moody when i'm tired. but thank God for my wonderful classmates who are always laughing. it helps my life from slipping into unrecognizable shades of blue.


goodnight, world. don't be sad now. i'm waiting for you, wait for me will you?























there goes my hair!


Tuesday, October 04, 2005

gosh i'm dead. though i can't say this like publicly in case others skin me. i'm dead. passing math seems to be rather impossible now.

they say there are those who did pretty badly for prelims, and still ended up with triple A's for the real thing. i just don't look like one of them.

but then again, i want it as much as any of them did, i bet.

well, i'll just do my very best.

praise God from whom all blessings flow..

Sunday, October 02, 2005

so the rockstar's dream of soaring got grounded because he couldn't sing.

i am pretty sure of what i want. and even if i do not get it in the end, i'll work my hardest to get it. why? because tt is the only way i can be happy going about my life.

i hate it that everybody has so many problems in their lives. why can't there be an antidote to take to make them disappear? or an oasis to go to whenever we run into too much we can't handle?

i remember martin's smith words. "we are running hard, and we are running strong, but the only safe place to run is into the arms of God." (words not exact.)

but why all the burden to carry when running?

i am scared of being someone so self-absorbed. that one day' it'll become like all i see is me. because the world holds much greater beauty beyond this. but the path seems rather hard to choose. u just slide down the path.

as u can see, i am rather emo tonight. just like every other night, when the blue bug strikes. squash the blue bug please.

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