A few (un)interesting thoughts.

1. I was looking through the rip curl catalogue probably brought home by my bro. wow. i guess the prequisite to wearing ripcurl is a perfect body. dangders. i won't look good even if i go get anything rip curl. and rip curl girl models, they are BABES.

2. nobody has attained nirvana or found absolute bliss by leading a stable and safe life. so why should i go their way? why not i live for my dreams, and i wouldnt be worse off than them.

3. i may not pursue my pilot application afterall. 10 years of my life sold to the RSAF may not be what i want. but it does seem like the best option i have. well, i do want to fly. shall see how.

4. bus 57 goes a very weird route. note to myself: not to take that bus if i am running late.

5. somebody should've told me that starting my revision for my weakest subject only the day before my exam aint going to work. this time, i think i'd be lucky to escape with an AO pass. but, when A's come, it simply aint good enough. even if i can persuade ppl that i have some good brains by passing thru last minute revision only, it wouldn't be any good. i am not searching for recognition. i want my A's and my future.

6. i made a point that if ever i get to lead a formal worship, i'd wear a longsleeve shirt and a t-shirt over it and jeans. inspiration: martin smith of delirious. (and i have plans of running to the front row to rally the congregation, and joining them in jumping around.)

7. i am damn scared of losing my voice. since late may, i've been having sore throats pretty consistently and i haven't been able to sing properly. very damn it huh?

8. i strung .10s on my guitar again. dean markley blue steels. ran into yonghan(the bass and guitar pro who was from tpmc) in the city hall mrt and he told me dean markleys don't last. ok la, i'll move on to another brand. but bluesteels have a fantastic feel. dunnoe if the .10s will kill my guitar, coz its usually .09s on. but i cant stand .09s anymore after going to .10s. .09s just sound so wussy and feels a little too slinky.

9. there won't be a point 10 i think.

tt's all.

so much for a goatee.

tried not shaving, and in like nearly half a month, i still can't cultivate a goatee. ugh. why do i have such pathetic facial hair? haha. i give up already. gonna shave it tmr.

feeling tired from the night cycling yesterday. couldn't see fireworks. well, saw a little la. but most of it was blocked by crowds and trees. and i was really cold at the jetty. don't know why. ahh, if i join the navy i'll probably die.

horrible migraines keep attacking me. like u place ur palms at the side of ur head, and u squeeze really hard. that's how it feels. stupid brain. maybe it's expanding coz of studying. then i'll become really really smart. hahaaha. oh wells, i've always wanted to be smart. it'll be a wish come true.

i don't know what to blog about anymore. the past few entries seemed rather depressing. but it's because it's short. short entries on a black blog looks sad.

u see all those famous bloggers? they can write pretty well, but i guess what draws readers is their alternative perspective, and a willingness to share all their lives on a blog. well, i guess i lack both.

so tata.