i think the hardest call i've ever had to answer in my life is purity and humility.

so far, i've been failing pretty badly at both.

purity in thought, in speech and actions. it is really hard to keep, because it is the very opposite of my nature. selfishness, for one is already crazy to combat. it can so easily slide into my life, and it too is easy rationalised. think about it. how easy it is to trample all over a friend's feeling just for yourself to feel better.

humility? my thoughts and deeds are more often not marred by pride and self-concern.

it may be very hard, but if i have to bite the skin off my lips to live the way God wants, i'm gonna do it. for one thing is true. the cross.

to the ends of the earth? it's gotta take a lot more in there than this. being in this may be really bad, but ends of the earth? there's more than this. yes, i remember what i have promised. keep me strong as i work towards this.

3 memorable expressions:

1. 2 chronicles 4:17 "if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land." -God

2. Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody. wonderful artistic expression. amazing song.

3. Hillsong London - You're here with me.

(4) (somebody's beautiful 5 steps of greatness today. haha. what a cool person. yea thanks for going out of the way to make a day better. don't know how to sound sincere though i am. BRAVERY.)