wth.

tuesday i went to training i got stitches halfway through randoori. today, i puked. it just seems to get progressively worse. what's up next? i'll faint?

i miss feeling so frikkin invincible. haha. and i think i kinda twisted my left ankle somehow. and my back hurts too. tt crazy guy tt led all the pt today is well, crazy. of course i didnt sustain the injuries from the pt. nobody gets injured doing pt... hahaha. whoever does must be quite a loser. i better watch it. i may really get injured during pt next time, the way things are going.

oh did i mention the rashes on my left hand? i've got weird rashes all over my left forearm. could be herpes. hahaha. no way. but its freaky. feels irritating too.

ahh. shan't whine too much. next week seems like a good week. got to get the scores that are still lacking for enrolment, and learn the songs and organize rehearsal and then finally enrolment on saturday! actually it seems like a good week because i don't have a gp mock exam tt'd drag my friday to end at 6.30. and all the tests to be failed, well have been failed already. haha. yay?

ok here's a song tt caught my ear. it's some funny song. and if u knew my taste in music, u'd think i'd baulk at this kinda R&B shit kind of song. but this one caught my ear. :)

Akon - Mr lonely

Lonely im Mr. Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
Im so Lonely, im Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
for my owwnnn
Im so Lonely,

Yo, this one here goes out to all my playas out there man.
ya kno that got that one good girl dog thats always been
there man like took all the bullshit then one day she cant
take it no more and decides to leave
yeah, I woke up in the middle of the night,
And I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
Coulda sworn I was dreamin,
For her I was feinin,
So I had ta take a little ride,
Back tracking on these few years,
Tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
Cuz ever since my girl left me,
My whole life came crashin and I'm so....

Lonely (so lonely),
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so lonely

Cant belive I had a girl like you,
and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru
u still stuck around and stayed by my side (by my side)
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you a good girl and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl
im so..

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own baby).
Im so lonely

Been all about the world ain't,
neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through.
Never thought the day would come,
where you would get up and run,
and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint no one in the globe id rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own, no).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so Lonely

Never thought that id be alone (be alone)
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long (gone this long)
I jus want u to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout, (no)
I want me and you to work it out, (work it out baby)
I never wished that Id ever Hurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz I'm so...

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody, nobody)
To call my own (to call my own, no).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl)

I'm so Lonely
So lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
Mr. Lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
So lonely (Lonely)
So lonely!!! (so lonely!!!)
So Lonely
Mr. Lonely

As you grow older, does your blind spots get bigger or do you become more aware of your blind spots?

one small step at a time, i'm gonna make the world a better place.

what starts as a spark can turn into a raging fire.

i'm asking mr God to empower me.

watch out!

thanks to weiann : heh. what u say may sound stupid most of the time, but it actually holds a very great truth. thanks dude. :)