1. there is a possibility that i will fail my entire common test.

yes.. entire/all/completely/totally, <-- also the reason why i always score low for vocab section of GP. after econs, was thinking about it. ok, so far failed GP n econs. then tomorrow, Math C. no hope lar. i understand the stuff, do ok at home then do ok in school and get back lousy exam results. because of carelessness or whatever, i've never scored well in math for a long long time. Physics, failure is more common than passes. much much more common. die.

2. i actually get quite a decent amount for pocket money.

of course i will not reveal how much exactly, but i think it is quite a lot for a kid. like it can be up to double digit daily on some months. (well this is a big mathematical hint) however, i am holding on to numerous liabilities, thereby reducing my available income to a mere pittance. bus fare and phone bills that come monthly takes off a whopping 100 bucks off my pocket money, and i end up with less than what everyone else gets. :( solution would be to acquire assets, but i have neither the capital, nor got the sufficient number of age numerically.

3. Recordings can be brutally honest.

sometimes u play something during jamming/performances and it passes off ok.. however when it is recorded, and you play it back again, you become very aware of how rubbish it was. sigh. i can't believe it sounded tt bad. must play better. must change attitude. when you are performing in front of hundreds of ppl, you can't treat it as a jamming session. keyword: rehearse.

4. I am not tired. just lazy.

at the end of a term, people may complain of being burnt out. but i know i'm not. in fact i feel fresher than mid-term because of the numerous breaks lately. CNY, common test break and stuff. however i am too lazy to work. tts gotta change too. keyword again: discipline

5. i wanna get my zoom GFX-1!

planning to get it tomorrow. well, hopefully an fu can make it tomorrow. ok if it exceeds 150 bucks i cant get it tomorrow, or else i'll be facing serious financial problem at the end of the month. unless someone is willing to lend me some dough to tide over. sigh. message: please donate to the "save ko0n fund" i am in a dire financial situation.

6. enough of blog reading for you.

yes, get off my blog and go read someone else's. you've just wasted 5 minutes on an insignificant aspect of your life. better luck next time.

kyu grade.

haha. didnt win anything much.. kinda lousy lar, but i guess tts the just reward for skipping training so much. and my entire body's torn to pieces. haha. just to turn u off judo, shall count my battle injuries:

1. skin rubbed off on middle and forth finger of right hand, middle finger of left hand. (the entire skin was off lar, so what you get is raw flesh. and tt seriously hurts when it touches water. was screaming in the shower. lucky no one's at home. haha)

2. patches of skin rubbed off, on both feet. (ditto above.)

3. the small toe on the right foot. got some weird ache in the bone. think got a knock there.

4. my back. screwed as always.

5. left arm. DAMN sore.

6. my ego. (i didnt manage any ippons. got knocked out by an ippon from this vj dude.)

and i think i was very very blessed. imagine that, first match got a walkover. then they go for lunchbreak before my toughest bout, so i get to have more rest. haha. thank God. but still, i think i fought more bouts than anyone to just reach semis. oh wells. haha. tt means God carried me thru to the semis. thank you ah, God.

ok, something for two ppl.. huishan (i know u read my blog. u better tag now) and shu fang (don't know if u read.)

hahaa.. noticed you girls were kinda sad abt the results lar. esp when i asked you(hs) smthing and u looked like u wanna cry. damn scared u will really just cry while talking to me. haha.

ok seriously, i think u guys rock. maybe u didnt get the medal you want, but i think judo isnt really about tt. you know it isn't always the case where the best man/woman wins. plenty of it is down to wat you call tt, luck ah? i think u girls rock even if u r nt gold medallists. i mean i always think gold medallists are uber cool and sexy, but u girls rank right up there with them even though u r no gold medallist yet. haha. why? because of the other things you do.. the motivation and encoragement u always give to the rest of the club. a selfish person could haf easily won a gold medal. but only a rockin' person could have done what you've done for us. so thanks.

haha. dunnoe lar. hope u get the point.

AND GP COMMON TEST TMR! hahaa.. before i go study i shall think of innovative ways to plaster my hand. and if i get thru tt, i think i need sleep more than anything else. oh wells. see how ah. i may or may nt study..

ciao!