hallo everyone..

CNY's different now.. seems like there is less hype to it compared to previous years.. maybe its coz i've grown up.. maybe it's just the current SG culture?

i think Gatsby wax is killing my hair. it feels dead now.. ahh. the horrors of CNY. usually when i go sch or church, i don't do my hair. just ruffle it. hahaa.. dun take much effort. but then its CNY when u go out to let ur relatives look at you, so i had to at least try to look good..

and then at my mum's god-mum's hse, saw this girl who looks like stephanie chin from moulmein high. not sure if its the correct name.. eh the skinny skinny one with big big eyes. maybe stephanie chin is someone else i know.. oh damn i can't remember. i think there's a certain samantha chin in church or smthing. BUT YES, the skinny skinny girl with big big eyes in moulmein high, i think i saw her. not sure if its her though. nv talked to her so nv asked. i don't talk on CNY aniwaes. ok i think i'll go look for some pictures to kill the curiousity..

CNY is damn hot. so i get headaches.. i always get tt esp if i'm in a car on a hot day. or at really crowded places. CNY is kinda like both.. yeap. so now i'm heavy headed and heavy hearted. haha. ok info of the day: i have crowdedplacesophobia. it is the fear of crowded places..

have fun collecting ur angpows. spend wisely.. i wont get to cause all the angpow money i get goes into my uni education funds.

and i may take law if i do well enuff in my A's.. coz social sciences like gt no career opportunities. well see how lar alright?

HONG BAO NA LAI!

some stupid annoying bugger referred to me as stupid annoying bugger. grrrr.

stupid annoying bugger.

haha. well things have been getting hard lately.. i think i have to do some work through the CNY hols or i'll fall really behind in sch... but its hard lar. i'll be tired after coming back from all the visiting shit..

and i'm really losing focus. been thinking about something more again.. maybe its because i have quite a lot free time to think, maybe its just because vday is drawing nearer.. i hate it when everything i see seems to remind me of that.

blah blah blah.. well to school for the CNY concert, somehow CJ makes lame concerts fun to watch.. then potluck in cls.. i'm bring marshmallows.. hahaaa. back to beatty with paradox.. dunno if beatty will be closed already.. then home and its reunion dinner time. hope i get to watch some TV today..

ah. nthing to say. see ya dudes n dudettes.

i really need You.

coz there'll come a day when it all doesn't matter.

pretty faces won't mean a thing..
fame and glory won't.
fantastic grades won't.
a bloody enviable life won't.

i don't know what i'm saying.. i just need You to come back into my life and mend my brokenness.

i won't say please..

in Jesus' name, Amen.