Tuesday, January 04, 2005
ok i think i have to keep my mouth shut. before this gets too scandalous. worried about what may happen if a certain someone knows about this. somethings are too precious to put at risk.
so to all who knows, please keep quiet.
not that i don't want you to know. just got to figure it out first. i'm confused alright?
sigh.
ok, back to edit. it seems to be a three way struggle. a struggle being doing what God wants when i don't know what He wants, a struggle to not possibly ruin someone's life, and a struggle to answer the call of overwhelming feelings surging within me.
yes. from the sermon at camp, be a God chaser. that may just be the answer. but the struggle's rocking my life badly now.
double-sighh.
ok so everyone's making new year resolutions. with addie's bugging i'm gonna make one. just one.
1. I resolve to make all the decisions i make to be God honouring. I'll seek Him above all else.
history maker from the unified praise cd is good. go listen to it.. ;p