livin' through this, just trying to kill the pain.
do | i/you | need | this ?
* ko0n.

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

ok i think i have to keep my mouth shut. before this gets too scandalous. worried about what may happen if a certain someone knows about this. somethings are too precious to put at risk.

so to all who knows, please keep quiet.

not that i don't want you to know. just got to figure it out first. i'm confused alright?

sigh.

ok, back to edit. it seems to be a three way struggle. a struggle being doing what God wants when i don't know what He wants, a struggle to not possibly ruin someone's life, and a struggle to answer the call of overwhelming feelings surging within me.

yes. from the sermon at camp, be a God chaser. that may just be the answer. but the struggle's rocking my life badly now.

double-sighh.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

ok so everyone's making new year resolutions. with addie's bugging i'm gonna make one. just one.

1. I resolve to make all the decisions i make to be God honouring. I'll seek Him above all else.

history maker from the unified praise cd is good. go listen to it.. ;p

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