i'm really tired now
some changes to the blog. -> tagboard changed to flooble. some change in some words up there. if u even read.
i've got judo, rehearsal, and talks with winston and scott tomorrow.
because i am tired, i don't feel very enthusiastic about anything.
i want to crawl into a hole right now.
planning to either get a classical guitar or a keyboard this hols.
i wrote new songs!
ok i don't like typing like this.
so i won't type anymore.

firstly, i do not have low self esteem. not any that affects me in a very bad way that is.
second, the last entry definitely aint meant to be attention seeking.. i guess i used to act pathetic and all to get attention(maybe?) but now i recognize the problem and think it is the stupidest thing ever.. so i'm not ever gonna do it anymore.

hey at least i recognize my problem and want to change.

mmm.. holidays haf been ok. quite boring.. the last thing i can remember is CIP on sat. it was quite fun.. haha. oh and op before that. think the main thing of my whole hols will be Oasis "live!" gotto do all the work thru the holidays. and i cant get enough people to help do the non-competition items.. oh the ipod.

aniwaes, there will be a talentime coming up on 19th december, 7pm to 9 pm.. ok, the prizes are really attractive.. 1st prize: $250 voucher, trophy and a MINI IPOD! gosh i wish i could join... ok for the talentime you can do any item, any at all.. sing dance act play in a band or watever else. it is gonna be really cool.. and here's the link.

http://www.youthfusiononline.com/index.php?content=4&subContent=9

you can sign up there and if u're interested but want more info, just ask me.