ok i've decided not to be majorly anal in this entry and will onli haf some light comments here and there.. haha.. ok firstly, i'd love to take guitar lessons from steve vai and mark tremonti.. if i can ever play like them two combined.. woohoo! hahaha.. and a while ago, i was thinking abt a dream band.. it'd consist of:

Frontman: Rob Thomas/ James Hetfield
Guitar 1: Mark Tremonti
Guitar 2: John Frusciante/Steve Vai/Kirk Hammett
Bass: Flea/ Brian Marshall/ 5forfighting'sbassist/ steviewonder'sbassist
Drums: Scott Phillips/ Mike Portnoy

haha.. but i highly doubt they'll merge very well.. of coz i think this is only theoretical.. for one, their styles won't match.. i can't imagine vai playing with mark trem with a guy singing.. its either havoc or someone not playing enough.. haha.. and the best band aint formed by gathering the best musicians.. much more than that eh..

ok and i think rob thomas is an amazing songwriter.. matchbox 20's more than you think you are is pure genius i tell u.. the arrangements are darn good too.. like jazz-rock.. rock with a soft jazz feel and a slight jazz rhythm. go get tt album! i particularly like matchbox's sound in tt album hehz.. it's a sad thing none of the hits stand out real well but overall it is a damn good reportoire of songs written.. pretty amazing the sound they're getting..

and mark trem's a guitar genius as well. i tell u, he is amazing... go d/l tt song or ask me send it to u or smthing...


Matchbox 20 - All I Need

Everywhere someone's getting over
Everybody cries, and sometimes
You can still lose even if you really try
Talking 'bout the dream like the dream is over
Talk like that won't get you nowhere
Everybody's trusting in the heart
Like the heart don't lie
But that's all that I need, yeah

Someone else to cling to, well
Someone I can lean on until
I don't need to
Just stay all through the night
And in the morning let me down
'Cause that's all that I need right now

Everywhere someone's getting over
Everybody's lied to someone
People still use other people
With a crooked smile
All around the world
There's a sinking feeling
Out there right now someone's really
Down on themselves
And don't know why
Every night

Life ain't no
Beauty show
We don't know where tomorrow ends
And when we're sad
It's kind of a drag

And that's all that I need, yeah
Someone else to cling to, well
Someone I can lean on until I don't need to
Just stay all through the night
And in the morning let me down
'Cause that's all that I need right now

I've got to be honest,
I think you know,
We're covered in lies and thats okay,
But there's somewhere beyond this,
I know, but I hope I can find the words to say,

Never again, no,
No never again.

'Cause you're a God,
And I am not,
And I just thought that you would know,
You're a God,
And I am not,
And I just thought I'd let you go.

Though I've been unable,
To put you down,
I'm still learnin' things
I ought to know by now.
It's under the table,so...
I need somethin' more to show, somehow.

damn. i can never be safe from it.. getting caught up by the screwed feelings again. this time it has even caught up with life in church. look at the last song entry. damnitdamnitdamnit. i dun feel happy and all in yf right now i don't know why.. i sense malice surfacing in my actions. damnitdamnitdamnit. i can't let this take over me.. why is it i can never just be as nice as everyone else and actualli stay tt way? i'm so tired of trying and running. screw it. whatever.