I AM DAMN PISSED

with quite alot of stuff... it just feels like poo..

getting this feeling that i don't fit even into my own clique. wats new? i've always thought i'm antisocial... but u know something is wrong when u feel like u don't belong in ur own clique.

well that sucks. and there is this thing that is bothering me.. i think that some ppl i know are getting quite egoistical, and that sucks. i can't stand egoistic ppl.. if there is one thing that i haf to look at when choosing friends, its gotta be the ego. well look, i dont care if u r my best friend or wat. if ur ego is big, u're just another poser, and as much i'd hate to say that, if u don't change it, it's either we will drift apart or i'm gonna haf to hurt u and tell u.

by now u ppl would probably think that i'm an egoistic self pitying whiner. but then its ok if u think tt way. its not because i dont care. if u realli wanna know why, look above.

and today is just one of the days that i just want to cry. even tho the whole long 4 day weekend is right in front of me, i feel like a pile of poo again. so many things to do, so many problems i am facing.. nobody to talk to.... it is days like this that you feel like it always rains on you.

i want to see my sunshine again.

i wonder..