got new earphones. i'm shaved bald. i'm totally moshed..
 
so tired i can just collapse into a slumber right now..
 
blogger looks funny.. if this post comes out wif big words its not my fault.. it says normal size up there...
 
ahh.. shall go attempt my physics tutorial now.
 
wish i could say i love u

wheee.. know wat? CJ girls u rock. yes. i just said it..

haha.. our judo j2 gals.. inspiring.. they beat HCJC and nw they're in the finals.. simply awesome.. see.. a group wif 4 orange belts, picked up judo just last year beat a team of brown and BLACK belters.. wat do i say? inspiring..

proud of all of them.. yea. first time i respect gals like tt.. haha.. they worked hard, from last year and this year they did it.. they slayed HCJC... go CJ! especially proud of stefffii.. she's my hero.. haha.. she BEAT that black belt... can u believe tt? the others did very well too..

need to learn from these kinda ppl.. work for wat u deserve.. i believe i nv work for stuff tts why i'm such a slacker now.. but it wont work anymore... then there's fiona, not flashy but does her stuff.. me? i am flashy and dun do my stuff.. but even tho she aint like flashy i think she rocks. yea man..

also noticed something abt the RJ and RGS pple.. they haf this kinda typical rafflesian look tt's suuuuupppppeeeer cute. but tts not the pt.. haha.. they thing is when they fight, they never ever give up.. they will never be fine with losing.. never. maybe tts wat make them the creme of e nation... they are never willing to be second.

inspiring day. nw back to trying to lead an inspired life. oh btw...

i rock.

And the loser of the year award goes to......

Poh Wee Koon!

reasons for being the loser of the year:
-bad grades for midyears despite trying not to be a slacker
-got kicked out of the judo team
-bad relationships this year
-and he's losing his voice so he's gonna be a whiner real soon
-still cant finish learning ONE whole song
-ugly
-whining about himself being a loser

following that, the award for best supporting role.. it goes to......

JESUS! aka God

for standing by and never giving up on the loser of the year.

:D

Got back all my results today. it sucks. its not good. its not bad. it just sucks.. haha... ok here are my results..

Math C - F
Physics- D
Econs - E
Chinese- 63
GP - 52.5

i can't believe that chinese is actualli my best subject.. horrible right? and i did that bad for econs.. tot i could do quite well for it...

come to think of it, i am always nearly there, never there... sucks doesn't it? look.. for my results i screwed up my midyrs tho i have been trying my hardest not to be a slacker.. for judo yea i'm in the team but i'm just a reserve and probably wont play a single match in the competition... just sucks doesnt it? why isnt there something that i can go all the way and do good for it? Arghzz...

hmm.. maybe tts where yesterday's message is relevant.. come on.. God would look at my heart.. and thank God i'm serving.. coz when i serve in love, it is my absolute best. yeap. i can do that.

hey.. i'm gonna live it for God! and i will have no regrets doing that, no matter how much i may look like loserville population. for i know no matter what i have an eternal place in his kingdom and love.

Amen.

You broke the night like the sun
and healed my heart with Your great love
any trouble couldn't bear
You lifted me upon Your sholders

Love that's stronger
Love that covers sin
and takes the weight of the world

i love You
all of my hope is in You
Jesus Christ take my life
take all of me

You stand on mountain tops with me
with You i walk through the valleys
Your grace is all i rely on

i love You so, and i give up my heart to say
i need You so, my everything

I've decided to stop this. i've finally concluded this is dumb, and it could actually be hurtful/harmful to people. in fact i feel like i'm exploiting someone.. ok let me clarify these following stuff..

1. germaine is a fluke. she never existed.
2. keira = keira knightley. princess guinevere.

ok now tts off my mind, i feel better.

watched mean girls today.. its actualli quite funny.. haha. funny in a act smart kinda way.. its actualli quite smart. aniwaes the part abt the burn book being publicized got me thinking, people have so many secrets that they are afraid to show and hide away. and that is why most people are not free. they are yoked under the weight of a secret.

so i've decided to try as hard as i can to live a life that is honorable enought to be put on public show. as in i won't have any secret stuff as much as possible. anything u wanna see, like my handphone, msges and stuff, you can. i wanna be honest about my life. yeap. if u think my life is that of a weiner after finding out more, then that is your problem and i can't help it neither will i try.

i've also decided that i have quite a lot of commitment and stuff to do so i can't slack around anymore. yes it is time to grow up and i've been trying so for a year already. i'm still trying tho.

God Bless everybody