hey entry come on come out. come out come out come out.

tired. i'm sick. i'll try to make it for church tmr and go home after tt to rest and catch up on pw. dun think i'll go watch the video with da judo team. its too far. i'm too sick and tired to go.

this is so dumb. i keep having this feeling that someone betrayed me. why can't i just drop it and trust everyone. i think the world rocks.

how come i always type in my blog in such a weird way? this is totally dumb.

humpty dumbty sat on a brick wall.
humpity dumbity had a great fall...

i bet he enjoyed sitting on the wall tho. who cares how he fell and broke his dumb head when he enjoyed his life. yea.

hey stupid i just added a link and it didn't come out. typing an entry just to see if it refreshes the blog. this is so dumb i am talking funny. its youth day tomorrow and there are no lessons. i think i'm gonna screw up on saturday because i have to go from hougang sec to tpmc. if it ends late i'm dead. i don't have enough help for saturday maybe. wei ann and josephine not going. this is so sad. shall call them for help during cg tmr. i have perfectly bad english. the only punctuation marks i use are fullstops spaces and this sign '. i think this is hard to read. well off to enjoy good sleep now. i hate it when there is no one to talk to. have a nice weekend. i think i update almost everyday nowadays. well. God Bless everyone.

halllo.. thanks everyone for tagging! yeapp reallie appreciate it..

but aniwaes, i'm not like depressed or sad or anithing yea? i'm actualli quite happy these days..

well aniwaes judo went yw@p.. hmm.. wonder how it will all turn out... hope its all good plus bonus yea? pray for tt...

tmr judo again.. shud be ok.. training's not realli tough nw as comp is near.. oh yea talking abt comp, i get to miss sch next week for it tho i'm not playing.. juz reserve i think.. wish i could go and play tho... hehz..

hmm.. chi oral on friday..i'm da second candidate.. not too bad... dun haf to wait like super long.. and tmr sch actualli ends on 2.30 but sigh...

haha.. i wonder why i sound so dead today..

aniwaes i gotta catch up on my pw stuff.. haha.. lagging quite a lot....

C'est La Vie..

Nope.

LIFE'S ALWAYS GREAT! IT'S JUST LIKE THAT!

test. if this entry doesnt come out i'm changing my template.

are you afraid of being alone? cause i am...

i'm lost without you

past few day's been wasteful.. spent quite a lot of time doing nothing. sigh.. tt's so
sucky.. wasted like 3 beautiful days.. aniwaes my table is in quite a mess again coz
of exams.. :(

mmm.. went to church yesterday... was ok.. during sermon was reading about samuel, so didn't realli listen to the pastor.. haha.. sorry. then after tt was soccer ministry..
got some new ppl this week, which is cool.. thank God!

now thre's a stupid popup in this window that oh i just closed it. nvm.. haha.. popups
are just purely irritating..

was wondering if there is someone who reads this blog and realli care abt wat i write..
like it matters to tt person and it makes a difference in his/her life.. haha.. i dun
think there is la.. i write rubbish and it's uninteresting..

hmmm.. am i doing anything that makes a difference in the world? there are quite a lot
of stuff that i'm doing.. but does anyone of those things make any difference at all?
i don't know... if i didn't exist, would the world be the same? hmm.. i wanna make a
difference, coz if i don't i would have existed in vain...

on crushes, it is quite silly, especially if the crush is someone who is indifferent
towards you, and way beyond ur reach... i haf a perfectly long and nice history of
stupid crushes and i haf one now.. yucks..:( and i can't seem to get over this one,
or am i over it already? i don't realli know. i feel as if i don't feel anything but yet
at the same time i feel like i feel somethinh.. haha. 16 already still thinking of silly
stuff.. sigh.. childish!

so how can i make a difference?