livin' through this, just trying to kill the pain.
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Friday, June 18, 2004

how screwed. how beautiful.

haha.. life's screwy.. fren's going bonkers schedule going nuts.... exams tt i haven't studied for. starting to feel a little sick of being all single and stuff..

but it's beautiful.. i trust that God has got a perfectly beautiful plan for my life.. :D

ok.. abt the frens thing.. i really duno wat to do so God help me... sigh

and u noe... exams i dun wanna screw it up but i'm screwing it up rite now.. not studying and everything.. sometime life's so hard.. so many things to do and yet u onli haf limited capabilities..

AAHHHHHHAHAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry juz felt like doing tt.. yea.. the way to manage life for me is to seek God first above all else.. well at least i won't get all lost doing tt..

my pw is gonna die.. seriously.. unless we do smthing but i dun even dare to go talk to my grp coz i really dun wanna make time to meet up.. haven't gt enuff time oredi..

hmmm.. ok stop whining on my life. lets whine abt other stuff... hahaa.. i was looking at mich's blog just now..and saw smthing like she wants to learn drums.. haha.. got me thinking.. like hey! why does nobody wanna learn guitar? i wonder why drums always like interest everione.. hmm.. maybe coz it seems quite easy to play... and its simple at the entry stage really.. at least simpler than guitar.. hahaa.. aniwaes i haf nv come across anione who's first impulse seeing a band play is to want to learn guitar.. well u know playing guitar is just wonderful.. too bad no one appreciates tt.. go bang the drums everione.. hahaa.. especially girl.. btw qying plays guitar so she rocks! hahaha.. and cheryl lee also.. those two really put me to shame.. gals tt play better than me..

yeaa.. to everyone who hated my whining in the previous para.. i challenge u to go pick up guitar.. GRRRR!!!

thinking of whining.. i am reminded of shawn seow.. wonder how it will be going back to sch.. u know.. as the holidays drag on.. i'm feeling funnier and funnier.. no as in weirder and weirder.. somehow wearing the blue and taking the bus and walking in the gates of CJ doesn't seem very me.. i dun think i fit in very much there...

yea watever.. i wanna sleep before 12 today. nitez everyone!

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