I've got plenty to learn..

I've got to learn to put away my pride.

I've got to learn to not get pissed with my closest friends.

I've got to learn to surrender to God.

I've got to learn how to find joy in other people.

I've got to learn to care.

I've got to learn be a good testimony to God.

I've got to learn patience.

I've got to learn that God loves me no matter how much more i need to learn.

I've got to tell you that i truly love God tho it's so hard for me at times.

Guess wat?

What?!

FOP is tmrw!!

hahaha.. i'm crazy.. juz can't wait for FOP.. its Festival of Praise! wonderful to gather and do nothing but praise God aint it? yea!!

i'm crazy..

ok i skipped judo today.. to go for tt bb thing.. go save all the camp com's ass.. they seriously screwed up la.. but nvm. its our fault too that we weren't thre to guide them much..

i find tt i place church stuff and bb stuff above judo stuff.. don't know if i shud put judo higher but oh well.. God's always my first love!

its really amazing how we got the worship thing for bb camp set up this fast, this easily. amazing. just amazing. i can't say tt we did a lot of work tho..juz seems like God was the one working thru everything.. its a miracle if i dare say..

suddenly we'll get drums even. just how great is God?

seriously after camp, i'll have to study or i'll just fail everything.. at 17 i'm still wondering what i want to do in life.. wussy rite?

yea watever. i think i rock a lot. not as much as God tho..

hey dear blog

i'm a little close to tears nw.. haha.. yea right

erhmmm.. everyone has something tt matters to them a lot. like it's the single most impt thing tt they want.. not wat others want for them. not what they are made to want. but what they really wantt...

so i guess if they never get that, then they will never feel fulfilled enough.. like as in never felt they lived their lifes enough..

and i will live my life chasing just after what i want. coz if i got a lot of other things and never get what i really want then i'd never feel realli contented..

yes.

ok so today was an okay day.. screwed up publicity stuff a lot todat.. yea watever.. i'm not a publicity person aniwaes.. i dun like doing publicity.. get that? I DON'T

watched shrek 2.. walked around with the paradox guys.. gt my new hp pouch.. went home.. watched cheaper by the dozen.. typed my blog..


and right nw i feel something is missing from my life.. like a big part of myself i never had is not there.. doesn't make sense.. like i lacked smthing and never realized till now..

yea watever. i rock.