i thought i could just crash after my gp.. cip in like 30 mins at novena, judo in the afternoon, alpha in the evening.. church tmr early for the publicity thing..
when can i crash?

mmm.. really feeling burnt out. rushing to go novena nw.. and gonna be like half an hour late... i rock so much.

shit. in a "nobody cares about me" mood now. crap way to feel. now screw off.

erm.. 51st post? haha.. wow.. i posted quite a lot?

okk.. gp paper tmr.. and i haven't started studying or reading anything up. i want to pass gp tmr anyways.. hope i can get like a B3.. then i'll feel so perfect.. but improving from a F9 to a C6 and now i want a B3 seems quite impossibles aint it? attractive to me tho.. hahaa..

anyways hols are next week.. or now. but there's gp tmr so even tho i dun haf sch it aint hols.. first week of hols hafta go back to sch so i guess it aint really hols.. and then there's pw.. even tho everyone's avoiding it i predict that we're gonna hafta waste our hols on this..

and mid yr's after hols. how sucky is tt? on the bright side we get time to study for it which is rather cool.. but then i fear tt i'll suffer a burn out this year.. i'm tired enuff oredi. and if i don't get rest i think i can only last till like july or august at best? if tt happens then i'm a goner for my promos..sigh

been listening to this italina/spanish/malay singer called Mana lately.. tho i dun understand a thing he's singing, i like his music.it's just so full and enchanting. thre's a word i wanna use to describe it but can't remember wat. my english sucks.

come to think of it my chinese sucks too.. so i can't communicate well? haha.. guess so. tts why i should learn music, and use music as my means of communication..

"lao shi, wo de hua yu yi ding hui ji ge de. ni deng zhe qiao"

tts wat i told my chi teacher anyways..

oh and i like love actually.. seriously i think it's a superb movie no matter wat the heck anyone else thinks.. its just so love-ly..

recently i heard "don't cry out loud".. diana degarmo sang it.. and then i was like.. hey! tts my fav song when i was young! ok.. anyways like quite a lot of love songs nwadays.. sappy love songs.. haha.. songs i like:

1. Don't cry out loud - melissa manchester
2. Love is all around - wet wet wet
3. All i want for christmas is you - olivia olson (really tt little girl sing one?)
4. Vivir Sin Aire - Mana
5. Everytime - britney spears(argh! gotta admit its nice tho)

hahaa.. and of course the rock songs i like.. shan't bother listing it down...

been thinking.. wat if you love someone so so much.. and tt person doesn't feel anything for you.. then that person likes someone else who doesn't love her as much as you do.. or you just never get together with her even though you like her for your entire life time.. wat can you do? isnt tt like the saddest thing in life?

good luck to everyone for gp tmr.. everyone else enjoy ur hols while u can.. and dun suan me too much juz coz i hafta study..

oh well.. tts all. since you've read such a long entry might as well go tag my board rite? haaha..

God Bless U.

God Bless Me.