Rocking in the wind..

haha.. right now i'm just so dead yearning for a performance.. guitar or watever? dun even haf to be a mega gig.. a quiet evening with a band jamming slow love songs would be cool enuff for me.. guess i'm just in the mood for love? hehz..

Cut my hair today. i look like some urchin. urchin as in literally urchin.. haha.. nvm.. then haf this line on the right side of my head.. i look quite stupid.. oh well.. still haf to face the world aniwaes..

slacked at home today. tried studying but couldnt start.. sports carnival tmr.. hopefully i can go hm straight after the carnival.. and i wil be in the mood for work.. and may i win some shite tmr..

Things i want:

PRS guitar or Epiphone (humbuckers)
Zoom multi effect pedals
Asics running shoes
Adidas clima cool t or polo
Some go out shorts
Socks
Peace
Love
Joy
More time
My performance
MLG

;)

I'm giving up my life into your hands

hey! back after a long long long time! life's ok i guess..

today found out tt wouldn't be sent for grading.. tts sad.. mebbe shud haf gone to cj and joined judo back then.. but oh welll.. its ok. i am a only few weeks old onli so i guess dun realli deserve it too.. good luck to the rest going! CJ OOOSH!

sort of like waiting for hols to come.. not realli cos can go enjoy.. but then haf the time to properly catch up on all the work..sigh. physics is crazy i tell u. i am seriously doubting my ability to pass it.. and i haf so much to catch up on during hols.. 2 weeks more!!

really looking forward to the rest.. i mean like life in cj is good but i duno.. just wanna take a break from it all.. some time to myself. get in touch with my deeper thinking self rather than my crappy self..

haha.. today the physics lecturer showed us this video "the italian singer" and the part he showed was the singing part. Nice. Totally! now i wanna get tt show and watch tho its prob in italian and i wont understand it..

and then i thought about what i wanted to do in life.. Live out my dream. Fall in love with her and marry her. be so happy together for so long that we don't know what it's like to be unhappy. and then write a song about out love. then write songs about anything i feel for. continue being happy with her. and the alternate path.. our relationship doesn't last coz of some reason but we still love each other. and i write even more songs abt tt.. or something like tt.. and live the rest of my life with the everlasting remnants of that love in my heart. then i will be totally free of anything because i lost her and i can go travell the world and ponder about life. and then write even more songs about tt.. and perform at windy cafes, quiet beaches, to people who are in love, or something like that.. and revive the love of old couples, kindle flames for the young, and give hope to the unloved. because i love her.

don't understand? don't worry i don't too.. haha.. watever will be will be....