Hallo. life's been pretty ok nowadays..

just came back from judo today.. kinda fun... learnt two new throws today.. hehz.. and we haf decided to work damn hard for judo.. yea! partly coz judo is cool, partly coz of ching hua.. or watever his name la..

this is wat happend:

chinghua called all the j1s to talk.. his purpose was to boost our morale. he is a j1 too. nobody likes him.

well.. his talk sucked.. he juz keep f-ing here and there.. and i guess he juz became more unpopular.. and guess wat? it worked

we are all more worked up, at least me and xuan rui.. coz we dun like him.. haha.. and we wanna do well and like diss him. wat a big idiot.

anyways after i reached home, haf been thinking abt her dying.. suddenly tot abt it.. well.. it has been ages past, just a few months i guess.. but then i was thinking, how fast am i forgetting this.

i don't need and don't want another reminder that everyone needs a friend..

and i wanna be a good guy now. no more total slacking days.. as hard as i can i will try!

Jesus loves U!