ahhh... i can't think.. i dunnoe wat to write about! haha.. wat can i write about when i have juz been at home almost all the time for the last forty eight hours?? tt i had fever and how horribly hot and sick it felt? haha.. nah. dun wanna get so descriptive..

hmm.. i think all my schmates r gonna kill me..suddenly gone from sch for 3 days(inclusive of tmr) and thre's a deadline for the geog project tmr.. sorry evan.. think i shall go look for some info and then juz send it to him later..

yikes.. suddenly a horribly painful feeling came over me again.. ohh my head..

ok.. lets continue.. haha.. i've got a lot of things to do.. lets see..

1. Do the geog project research
2. Call Daniel
3. Catch up on all FOUR tutorials..
4. Figure out where to go for JAE

i'm getting seriously bored.. dunnoe wat to write about.... hahaa.. too much time at home isn't good... looking forward to when i can go back to school..

What will love me more than you do?
Who else would die for me?

brrrr.. haf been sick.. a little blurry nw.. i can't hear properly.. nthing to blog abt nw... haha.. nvm.. shall come back some other day.. yea..

I was dying inside to hold you,
But now i'm dying inside trying to get you out of my heart..

hemphz.. pissed off rite nw.. called one guy to invite for alpha n kena rejected.. rude guy somemore.. yikes.. nvm.. by the grace of God, i stay calm.. humz humz.. fine la.. i love him with God's love all the same.. let's pray for him ay? leonard, whitley sec, 15..

anyways pretty good day.. tired tho.. was sleeping a lot.. didnt realize i was crappin a lot in sch till i came home n read on someone's blog.. haha.. i crapped a lot meh? i was like lazy and sleepy.. i may crash ny on wed or thurs.. maybe cj on thurs.. watever la.. nt in the mood to think rite nw.. haha...

cls photo tmr? weird why suddenly tking cls photo.. haha.. dress nicely? crap la.. sch u ppl.. sch u..

Got to go do Qt nw. miss time with God.. i think i need ta spend more time with him..

oh yea.. thank God for friends.. thank you ppl for tagging there.. hehz.. really appreciate some activity there... thanks ppl~!! do keep tagging! Love u ppl!

a little moment before i go to church..

i feel a certain joy within me,
a sense of comfort,
strength..

God's embracing me right now i guess...

At times it hurts most, you will feel him the most..

Hallelujah, praise Him for love!

Happy Valentine's Day to all who were happy..
And to all those who weren't, i'd say..
"Set your sights above what you can see at eye level,
maybe you will find eternal love n joy?"
Guess it wasn't a very happy valentine's day,
But i'd say it has been a good day..
A day well spent,
A day that i did do my part for most things,
A day when i finally got to see things clearer...

It's alright, i'm pretty much ok.. kinda sad but i'm accepting it.. hahaha.. its time to grow up again..

haven't been updating a lot.. but the past few days were pretty blurry too.. just tired day after day.. and my mind is always cluttered with messy stuff.. tts why i'm pretty glad it came clear today.. :)

yea.. haha.. today was darn darn tiring.. had to go to sch in the morning for the celebrating values day bazaar thing.. and in sch only received one v day's present.. from my ex clsmate.. haha.. it was sweets wrapped in a gift wrapper so when i went home i just shared it with everyone.. was spending my time in sch drawing n tracing stuff.. highly unlikely of what i usually do.. haha.. worked like crazy till like two p.m. then leave..

so went home, kai ngan came to my hse, and we left my house at like three plus, obviously late.. haha.. but everyone was late as well, but i won't say it was ok for me to be late.. oasis was ok.. but seven days r reall reall good, tho i think they gt a little attitude..

haha.. rootbeer float was the hottest selling drink. crazy la i tell u.. in the beginning was rushing like xiao with the melted ice cream n everythin.. haha.. orders were mad.. suddenly gt an order of 9 floats! crazy.. but thankfully gt apple there to help me do the floats or i'd die liao..

after seven days started performing n everything, i guess i juz slacked off duty.. haha.. coz the orders were getting lesser and all of it were actually frm our yf ppl themselves.. yeap.. so i went talked to kn n jx.. coz i guess they were pretty discouraged by their emceeing.. but i'd say U ROCK GUYS!! i'm really proud of them la.. and then after tt when to sit with nicole, n watched seven day's performance.. pretty good those ppl, but i couldn't really stand those stupid love songs.. they're nt actually stupid, but i guess i was juz not in the correct state of mind...yeap..

then after tt they showed this Jesus thing, very very touching.. suddenly seeing it so real.. i wonder if i was actually doing enough for God.. his sacrifice, really beyond what i can do lo.. i dunnoe.. so awesome he is.. i really think i owe him lots... yea.. haha

then they did this prayer thing, where anione who wanted to receive Jesus as their saviour could pray along.. at then i prayed so hard tt her friend would pray along with the prayer... i dunno hw come i did it.. i actualli darn darn darn darn jealous of tt fren.. haha.. but i guess i felt better after praying for him.. i dunno if he's christian anot but i hope tt after tonite he is..

then after oasis we went eat ice cream.. two whole tubs of ice creanm.. hahaha... disgusting.. tts y i didn't eat any.. and at that time i was feeling pretty down.. so was pretty quiet and kept listening to "my immortal",, makes me wanna cry... haha.. then after tt wei ann's bro drove me home.. thank you!

oasis was pretty cool as a whole.. i pray tt it'd change lifes and i'd say it was a pretty good event.. hopefully more ppl will come to alpha too... and the book i'm reading nw is very good.. hahaha.. Happy Valentine's Day to all!

P.S.: could all who read please post a tag? i really need those kind sweet tags nw.. hahahaha...