livin' through this, just trying to kill the pain.
do | i/you | need | this ?
* ko0n.

Friday, February 06, 2004

There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you to look me in the eyes

It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get over it, yeah

The scent of vaseline in the summertime
The feel of an ice cube melting over time
The world seems bigger than both of us
Yet it seems so small when I begin to cry

It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get over it, yeah

I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed

It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get off of your back

I think God can explain, I think God can explain
I think God can explain


ok.. here i am, for all those who bothered to come and bothered to scroll down...
hmm.. haven't gone to sch for two days.. its not that i'm sick or anything.. i juz needed some quiet time to myself, away from sch to properly clear my mind.. went out wif Raymond yest.. played guitar n tokked a bit.. really grateful to God for having friends to talk to...

i'm really at a loss over what to do.. it seems like my world is falling apart all over again.. why is it that everytime my life gets built up, seems perfectly fine n good, only for me to see it all crumble away, over and over again..


i think i need to go to school.. monday i shall go back to sch.. my mind's really off sch lately, and i need to get back on track.. dun wanna go back to my sec 3 days do i.... but i feel so powerless nowadays... its a struggle juz making it through the day..

going out later again, and i don't feel so good about it.. but nvm.. shall juz try to enjoy it.... but thres a horrible lil feelin at the back of my heart...

i've got lots of deadlines to meet by sunday.. its crazy i tell u.. God help me thru ok?

i don't know why i have to put thru all these trials.. its tough i tell u.. especially when i'm still trying to excel, n i cant really fall or i'lll stumble ppl. if only i had a perfectly blessed life...

i think God can explain

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