What's a perfect day?
Going through your routines perfectly well?
Or having something special worth cheering for that disrupts your routine?

chinese new year! and my new hols are gonna be over soon.. not that i need a holiday anyway...

well.. this year cny didn't feel chinese didn't feel new and didn't feel year at all for me.. yeapp.. i dunno.. juz didn't haf the feeling... haha.. so visited the pple who i see only once a year, and whom i bet can't recognize me on the street yet says "wow u haf grown!!!!" did they remember wat i looked like last year? naahhhh...

and i went to my mum's godma's hse and thre's this girl who looks like the girl from moulmein high.. the skinny one.. stephanie chng or smthing lar.. haha.. pretty pretty..

i aint eating well this cny.. haven't eaten lunch these few days.. i lost the apetite for lunch.. yea.. dun desire lunch much now..

and nowadays i like kiddish shows.. they r real cute n sweet.. watched peter pan yesterday.. but one thing was bad.. the way hook died.. why must he die? and why must he die in this way? its teaching wrong values to the kiddies watching the show..

and u guess i' better buck up in my life.. now that i'm getting all my second chances, i had better be grateful and grab it.. yeaa.. God thanks and help!

go listen to another perfect day.. jx introed it to me.. nice song.. yeaa.. tts all for today..

will update some other day tts not today...

If you just look a little harder, i have a sneaky feeling that you will find that love.. is actually all around....

maybe i just don't see it? but i haven't really tried looking yet.. so yea..

haven't updated in ages, but i guess life's just pretty much the same.. ups and downs... good and bad.. all just another building experience, to mould me into a better man for God..

anyways just a few things to say.. i really thank God for bringing my friend, Kai Ngan closer to Him.. i can see that God's love is changing him.. little by little.. and i'm really proud of him, and Him.. its pretty obvious he's quite different now from before he went to youth camp.. I pray tt God will always keep him close, and tt he wont fall out of way... Right now, i just can see God moving in his life.. tho i can't be helping KN coz i dun see him a lot nwadays, i juz gotta haf faith in God.. afterall, watever efforts i put in, the result can be made or blown by God's own divine will...

today was my last day in my temporary class t10.. the class wasn't too bad.. it was a small class but i'd say we were ok.. made new friends, but i guess none of the friendships will last.. thats the way it is.. sad.. but true... hopefully i'll meet nice pple in my new permanent class.. yea..

I think i'm starting to adapt to studyng in a jc.... tho it's nt particularly enjoyable or such.. i dunnoe.. but the only thing tts drawing me to going to sch everyday is academic purposes.. i dun really like yj.. in a sense tt i'm not like passionate abt the sch.. and the pple there.. i dunnoe.. sigh.. i feel like going somewhere.. where the pple r more driven.. i need those pple around, to push me to find my purpose in life.. it aint found yet.. ok.. mebbe thre's one in yj.. joycelin.. but i dun think i'll manage to keep in touch with her.. diff class.. yeaa..

guitar playing's really fine.. juz had jamming yesterday.. haven't jammed for so long.. tell u.. the feeling was FAN-TAS-TIC!!! haha.. yyeaa.. especially when u're playing to worship God, music feels good... and i may haf a guitar lesson wif wei siang on sat.. cool..

havent got much left to say.. i think i'll make an abrupt stop to this blog entry.. u noe like i dun say bye, and then it aint ending but it ends.. i wonder how i do it...

ok. i'll think.. i think i shud juz forget it and say bye..

no i shouldn't.

as i was sa