when life gets too busy, and u're on a high, would you be thinking about me?
why are u nice to everyone except me when wat u tell me makes me think it shud be someway else?

sigh.. been really down lately.. and no one i can really talk to... pple reading this. this is an SOS!

i think its me horrible.. but i dunnoe la.. i feel tt i deserve more.. but well, i always feel tt way... i think this is all going to end soon tho i dun want it to.. as much as i dun want it to end its hurting me la... i dun even noe wat to think.. argh...

I DONT WANT IT TO END EVER!

but neither do i wanna be stuck forever...

first entry this year.. i'm studying in yjc now.. jc life's erm.. busy.. everyday hafta stay till so long.. lectures one hr.. dunnoe la.. i'm juz nt used to it.. i got a super short attention span.. haha..

everyone has new year resolutions... i wanna make but dunno wat to make.. so i'm not making any.. maybe one of it is to be happier than i am right now..

dunnoe wat to say.. i wanna listen nt talk rite now.. arGh..