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Wednesday, December 31, 2003

heyy.. i realized tt this blog is a little too much like a shrine to myself.. shall change it someday..

haha.. anyways.. today was great! kinda happy today.. haha..

went to see sounds of colour in the afternoon.. the movie is very nice... first chinese movie i watched this year... i think so.. haha.. the blind couple.. super sweet... lesson learnt: sometimes God takes away stuff, so tt other things can happen...

then in the evening met John.. tokked a bit wif him.. haha.. he's nice to tok to.. and learnt stuff too la.. i realized tt i cant make myself out to be infallible.. no matter how influential i am, its ok to show my weakness and faults.. dun be afraid tt it will be a bad influence or smthing.. yea.. at the end of it, i'm juz human after all.. perfection exists only in the maker.. God..

then went to eat prata at casuarina.. there the prata very nice.. but nw very full.. haha.. i think i gonna grow fat.. haha.. dun care la.. i'll lose weight after sch starts.. it sure happens..

awesome in this place is real cool.. go check it out!

i wanna thank anybody who has said a prayer for me.. everybody who cares.. and somebody very special to me..

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Tuesday, December 30, 2003

Hope everything will go fine today... i'm praying for it..

haha.. i rarely update in the morning... yeaa.. but today, i was modifying the template, so decided to put in an entry, to make it look good..

actually there's no point updating in the morning coz i haf nthing to say.. i usually dun haf any thing to say too so what's the point? anyywwayyy... this paragraph is basically pointless.. and i if i say point juz once more, i would haf the word "point" in this entry 5 times..

point point point point point..

now thats 10.. whats the point?

11...

haha.. ok tt was crap.. anyway anibody who wants a link tell me ok?? and link me too.. i will get the guestbook up soon, sometime.. i wonder when.. just someday i guess...

heYY!!!!! if u want links tell me yea?

hey.. testing.. modified the template a little bit.. hope it looks cool.. haha..

Monday, December 29, 2003

i dunnoe wat to say today.. stayed at home pretty much the whole day.. only went out with my parents coz he wanted to drive me to see my new sch.. its a pretty sucky sch.. but oh well.. i wanna do well in jc.. i'll do anything yea..

if we open ur eyes a little more.. and open our hearts a little more, wouldn't we see the world a little more than what we see now?

I'm tired.. i find tt i'm overloaded.. so i guess i may not be able to help plan for the sch camp.. sorry dudes..altho u will nv read this.. haha.. but yet, i wanna find something tt makes my life click.. something special.. i always wanted to find it..........

i found it, but i lose it fast too...

i really dunnoe wat to say.... maybe i will haf something to say if i didn't stay at home for the whole of today...

Sunday, December 28, 2003

its all about me...

yea.. tts wat i realized.. my life.. this diary. i haf been making it like the whole world is all about me.. about time i woke up from this dream.. its never all about me..

yea.. so sometimes i've gotta move on.. and give credit to others in life around me.. coz yea.. my purpose here is to learn, and its senseless to learn more n more about only myself..

so for future entries, i'll try toking more abt other pple.. yeap.. tHank God for the wonderful lesson i've learnt today.. i cant say much here.. but.. it hurt, but tts why i learnt.. thank ya lord!

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