dunnoe it the music is working.. aniwaes.. been feeling terrible today.. i guess i realized i wasnt the person i thought myself up to be.. or wat i once was... sigh.. i wish thres something i could do abt this.. at times, i feel tt i have a great life, but at times, i feel like i'm just a big piece of time wasting shit.. i dun even noe wat to think.. think positive? its juz too bleak to.. alrightz?

well. havent updated in days.. weeeks? moonnnnnths? cant rembr aniwaes.. gonna get pple to read my diary.. but aftr O's i guess.. haaaaaaaaaah..

no longer what i once was,
i miss myself more n more..

Everyone's looking for something..
I am looking for MYSELF..

heyz.. added music... haf stuff to say, but won't be doing so now..