livin' through this, just trying to kill the pain.
do | i/you | need | this ?
* ko0n.

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

haha.. look at my current msn nick.. i hate it..

ok, so i haf science pracs tml.. which i really wanna ace.. but i dun think i can.. yea, but watever la.. its back to tt attitude again..

u say i cant do it? wee koon? cant do something? tts the biggest joke i've heard..

haha.. yea.. i am tt cocky.. so yea, if u have any comments, u can come n tell me.. and yea, if u're saying tt i cant do it, den u're juz wasting MY time.. look who's invincible.. duh.. uh.. huh..

Hahaaaaa.. ok, i juz dun haf anything to blog abt.. i wont blog abt my day.. so thres not much to blog abt.. oh yea,.. i may juz to go to any lousy JC, juz as long as it gifs me the subj. comb i want....

oh yea.. and nic.. wats tt abt me liking eyes? tts so fake.. i am obsessed with them.. haaha..

Tataaaz

Monday, October 13, 2003

alright..

i'm finally here blogging again.. dunnoe if anibody reads my blog tho.. the gbk's been really quiet.. oh wellllllllll... i'm BORED!

i shud be studying for my Os.. but i'm losing motivation.. dunnoe why.. i realli wanna get real fab results, and i now i haf the capabiliteis to do it.. but i'm juz too lazy to.. if somebodi can tell me how to, please do.. i'll appreciate it real lots..

i need to get motivatED!! or else i will juz be sitting wif my books, and not really studying... tt would be utterly useless.. mebbe i shud go look at some JC webbies.. it'd be better wif a new aim, a new place to go to after my 1st 3 months..

and i'm reall realllll broke.. my fone bills, and i need to buy new clothes and stuff.. argh.. i actualli lose my clothes sometimes u noe.. dumb rite? duh uh..

I wish i could make everything clear.. my lifes in a mess.. i wanna be in control, haf a perfectly clear view of my life, buutttt at the same time, i wanna let God tk control of my life.. i realli dunnoe wat to do lah.z.z.z... aRgH!

heres a pretty nice song tt i realli liked to listen sometime back.. and it is representative if smthing lah.. dun ask me wat..

Ninety miles outside Chicago,
Can't stop driving, I don't know why
So many questions, I need an answer
Two years later you're still on my mind

Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?
Did the captain of the titanic cry?

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries?
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the ninety-seventh time
Tonight

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me
Tonight?

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