livin' through this, just trying to kill the pain.
do | i/you | need | this ?
* ko0n.

Friday, September 26, 2003

Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."


What type of eyes do you have?
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haha.. hw true..

Thursday, September 25, 2003

alright.. i officially hate myself.. juz for a little while.

y didnt i just do my DnT earlier?

y didnt i just start beng a student at sec 3? wat was all tt slacking around for?

y am i so impatient with my mum? i know she meant well.

y do i fucking not care hw others are?

y can't i just be as disciplined as everyone else?

y are my expectations of myself always high over normal?

y is it tt when i've got a chance to make my dream come true, i fear?

y can't i accept failure as they come?

y do i just not want to be like everyone else?

y is it tt i let all my potential slip by?

y cant i just stay interested in one thing?

y can't i accept pple for what they are? i can't accept wat is mediocricity to me.

y do i always screw up sinning?


Most of all, despite all this, why does God still love me so much? I ponder..

God's love is my strength to live, yet i am so unworthy of it all.. yet its there, and it never leaves me. here's a verse that describes it, in its whole completeness and truth:

Love suffers long and is kind; love does not parade itself; is not puffed up, does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in inquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believe all things, hopes all things, endure all things. Love never fails.


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