hey duDEs n baBes..

i'm totaaaalllly sick n tired nw...hope tt i stil will be able to do my pracs tml.... hahz..

nVM.. i believe tt i will be brought through this.. i can do it!!! haha.. thanks for telling me tt yea?

played soccer today.. wif some pple.. haha.. afzal's frens were real good... bt i finally got a lil of my dribbling back. dunnoe when i will be dancing again..haha..

payed 40 bucks for the dinner.. eekz.. dunnoe y i bothered to go... totally nt feeling enthu abt anithing rite nw.. haha..

i prob. will be missing church for this weekend.. yea.. anndden i dun think i wanna go the "familiar?" but i wanna go.. hahz.. ugh!

i am even lazy to tk out my guitar to play.. i think i shud juz go slp n leave the worries till tml.. haha.. another song... Lifehouse rocks...

Lifehouse-Somewhere in between

I can't be losing sleep over this, no, I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours and I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

'Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head but underneath my feet
'Cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

'Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...

suddenly i decided to blog...

well.. i'm supposed to be happy.. i've completed my Dnt artefact.. haha.. but i aint happy.. i gt my chinese prelims tml.. and i havent studied for it.. neither do i noe hw to.. sigh.. suddenly realized tt my years of slacking DOES haf a negative impact... if only i could get a second chance through my life...

would i be thinking the same way when i'm dying?

"i wish i had a second chance"

i don't want to.. reallie... tts wat i reallied do not want.

but right now.. i'm so tired.. i wish i could stop living all at once,

and yet i don't want to.

there's so much i want.. and i shud hella go aftr them.... bt.. the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

The crimson sun setting into the horizon set the evening sky ablaze. A blanket of orange covered the lush greenery. As day fades into night, the light annouce the end of its glorious reign. But somehow, it will not all end at this. The light will reign again.. tts for sure.... u may not want it.. bt it will.. lets be eternally grateful tt we exist beyond death n r arnd for all eternity. and make sure i do not regret what i am right now for the rest of eternity.

haha.. so depressing... here's a nice song...

Lifehouse: Take me away

This time what I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time you burned me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away

I've seen it all
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do

I've seen it all
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone

This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
I've seen enough
And it's never enough
It keeps me leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away